here are some of my favs right now.

Girls
Adriana
Alina
Amaya
Amelia
Audrey
Breya
Dallas
Eden
Elizabeth
Emmeline
Florence
Harper
Isabelle
Lena
Parker
Peyton
Raina
Rylan
Savannah
Scarlett

Boys
Alistair
Artem
Asher
Austin
Bennett
Caine
Caleb
Elliott
Holden
Jackson
Jameson
Liam
Noah
Oliver
Theodre

semester is almost done!!! i have 2 exams tomorrow. one of which im not worried about, but my stats stuff is sooo hard. i dont know what im going to do. oleg was trying to help me last night. and again tonight we are just going to go over practice tests. if i dont pass it this semester i wont be able to graduate in the fall since it isn't offered. which sucks. so i neeeddd to pass it. no choice. i think i only have about a 55% in the class now. by far by lowest university mark. im feeling extremely stressed and it's my fault since i didn't do enough work on it at the beginning of the term.
gahhh. too much stress. but i do get to go hand in my essay for one class and that means im done the entire course! it's nice to have 1 course done. and tomorrow i have my final exam for psych of adolescence so that course will be done too!

got my cartilage pierced! it did hurt, but it was pretty fast and i really liked the guy who did it. he was super nice and stuff. i would definitely go back to him if i ever wanted another piercing. which i dont foresee. my mom hates piercings since caleigh ripped out her belly button ring. :P whatever.
i like it! i looks really cute. i wanted to get it in gr 9 and my mom wouldn't let me. so i finally decided to get it. :)
tralala. that's it!

st patricks day. lots of drunk university students out partying. oleg and i are going over to sean and ashley's around 8:30.
i have been super busy lately. yesterday i was on campus from 10am-7pm. i have a debate in my psych of adolescence class on thursday and an exam in stats on thursday. blah. and then next week i have a 20 minute presentation i have to do. i feel like i have done soo much more work than everyone else in the group. oh well. hopefully they mark me as doing so. otherwise i'll be pissed. i typed up 16 pages of research, amanda only found the resources, oleg did 3, and reshem is putting the info together. so i have done the most by far. oh well.
the weather here has been sooo nice!!! it's been around 15 for the past couple of days. it's really nice.

This is one of 2 possible bunnies I am getting! (The other one looks the exact same)

So any name suggestions??
My list of possibles: Mia (Mee-uh), Ivy, Scarlett, Ellie, Ashlyn (after 2 people I know, Ashtyn, and Ashley) Harley, Olive.
I am getting a girl bunny (from a breeder, so I'm assuming she knows what she is talking about)
So what do you think??

oelg and i are going to go down town today for a walk and stuff. which should be nice. :) im excited. i had the best sex ever last night. i dont even know how many orgasms i had, when one ended the other was starting. it was amazing. my god im lucky. i love sleeping with him. it's so comforting. waking up beside him etc. falala. im just happy. all i need is oleg and everything will be great. okay i think im going to have a nap before we go downtown. :)

slept at olegs the past 2 nights. it was lovely. love him sooo much. went to a russian picnic yesterday. a bit boring since i didn;t understand a lot because supposedly they were swearing a lot, which i obviously was not taught in class. oleg was great though. he talked to me a lot and everything. i felt a bit stupid just trailing after him so i went and sat by the water for a while and he joined me. i went in up to my knees but oleg wouldnt come in. i was wearing a dress so i just pulled it up. it was COLD though lol. like 12 degrees out and WINDY. but it was fun sitting by the water with him. oleg said he was happy i came with him and everything. it was nice. hehe had sex last night and it was amazing and i guess i was making a fair amount of noise and supposedly this morning when oleg came out of his room his dad was smiling weird. anyways oleg said he is pretty sure his dad knows we had sex last night lol. whatever. im sure they know we have sex. not so comfortable that his dad may have heard me but whatever. his dad was smiling weird at me this morning at breakfast. but i thought it was because he thinks im picky. they had salmon and mushrooms. the 2 things i dont like. i hate the texture of mushrooms. yucky. plus i hate fish. i ate the pancake thing it was good. the family breakfast was weird. oh well. it was fine i suppose. it's not like i can contribute much when they are speaking russian. olegs dad was trying to get me to eat aged cheese. which is basicallly the only type of cheese i dont like. it is too strong. i love most cheese. blah. they probably think im soo picky. olegs mom was like "what do you eat?" lol. i was just like "i dont know..." hehe. weird. oh well. im going to go. desperate housewives tonight!! yay!! and going to my friends dance competition with my friend alex which should be fun!! :):):)

the last 2 days i've been feeling extremely mood swingy. 1 minute im so happy and the next im so angry... it's weird. ive never been like this before. maybe it's because i should be getting my period today... but i've never been weird like that before.
so i was soo dizzy sunday and monday. i lay in bed all day sunday because i couldn't do anything. and them monday i went to the doctor. and they didn't know whats wrong. it was weird. i had this feeling like i was floating... like i wasn;t actually walking... my body was just moving on it's own without me... it was really weird. and i could feel my heart beat all over my body. and i was shaking adn anyways it was really weird. but other than that i felt okay. like my tummy didn;t hurt, no cold nothing. so the doctor tested me for like everything. and i have to go back in a week to make sure everything is oaky. but she said right now all they can think of is that i had a 2 day panic attack. i didn't know that was even possible. usually they are extemely short. psych major, i've read about this stuff for class. usually people go to the hospital becuase they think something is seriously wrong, like daves dad in september, and by the time they get to the hospital everything feels normal again. she asked what my stress levels were like. im a university student with no money,of course im stressed plus i may not get into my major. how could i not be stressed? she asked me if i could be pregnant. better not be. hence the getting my period today, or whenever it decides to come.
last night and this morning i kept yelling at oleg every other minute. sometimes i felt so happy. and then all of a sudden, without him doing anything i was all grumpy and was mad at him. for instance i told him "oleg i have a ton of stuff to do today. and you do not help me with anything. you just make there more for me to do" which is completely not true. he came over on sunday and did the dishes for me because i wasn;t well. he does so much for me. i said this because he was walkign around in his shoes, and i have to sweep. we have an inspection today or soon and i have a ton of cleaning to do. im not excited.
both my mom and my doctor suggested i could be pregnant. no way. if they want me to be less stressed that is not the way to do it. the weird thing is sometimes i wish i was pregnant. but then i know i really dont. i have this stupid little thing all planned out. but i know that is not what i want. i want to be able to give my baby everything. i dont want a baby right now. it's so weird. oh well. im just in a really weird mood right now and i dont know why. i should start cleaning. and i have to write an essay today. and do laundry. GAH. i have a ton of recycling to do. we haven;t taken it out since... i dont even know. september lol. and i ton of garbage. im leaving christine a message for when she gets home that she needs to help me with the cleaning. which she does. she never does anything. she made it seem like she was so neat at first. she really isn't. AFSMDGLO. why do i feel like this? im so angry and stressed and my moods are going up and down like crazy. every 5 minutes. if this is what pms is like i understand why people complain. because this is crappy. and annoying. i jsut want to be back to myself where i dont feel like im going to snap any minute.

falala caleigh is so excited to come visit. she talks to me all the time on msn and says "you excited for me to come down" "less then 2 weeks until i come visit" etc. funny kid. there is nothing to do here. oh well. we'll make easter dinner and we'll shop. god im tired. oh well. i'll wake up soon. i had a 3 hour nap lol. but i did apply for the general program at waterloo for psych. so i find out in if im in in may. oleg should be here any minute so i have to go.

so i have 2 more weeks of classes. and then im done. well then i have exams. but i only have 4.. and then im done. absolutely finished. done my first year of university. which is scary. im still a little baby.well i suppose not. cal is coming up to visit... in 3 weeks. i'll be done classes like 5 days before she comes. which is good. it'll give oleg and i some time together before he leaves me for 2 weeks!!!!!!!!! :(:(:( you have no idea how sad i am. i dont know how im going to live without him for 2 weeks. i feel bad for being so self centered... i mean he deserves to go to europe and have a nice vacation. but i'll be so sad. oh well. i'll miss him but i'll live. okay laundry time then essay time!

blah blah. it's my day off today but i have a ton of work to do, plus a ton of chores. so really isn't like a day off at all. it never feels like it. im so busy. tired tired but oleg is still sleeping in my bed and i couldn't get comfy so i got up to start some work and maybe take a nap later. bllahh. i have a dictee tomorrow, a russian test and a midterm, then on thursday i have a test and a midterm. blllahh. oh how i remember in highschool when nothing was worth more than like 5% assignment wise. how nice. and now i have exams worth 60% of my mark etc. much more stressful. oh well. time to begin the studying.

hehe eating icecream for lunch. it's chocolate chip cookie dough. yum yum. im probably going to oakville to visit my friends jordan and carolyn. :) im excited. i hope it works out. but im sad becaue oleg is going to france!!! im going to miss him. :( i've seen him everyday since the summer... ah... i love him soo much. so happy. :) i used to think teri was crazy for making alex her whole life. i just didn't understand before. i basically have no friends here in waterloo. christine and ashley and that's it. i spend all of my time with oleg... i want to though. i want to spend all my time with him... if it makes me happy, why not? oleg randomly saw 2 of his friends from his old school, the high school he went to before AY. so he is going drinking with them this weekend. which kind of worries me. the only 2 times oleg has drank without me there he has gotten sick. when im there he doesn;t drink a lot because he sys he feels like he has to take care of me... so he drinks more when im not there and i get worried he'll die. his friends dont care about him like i do so how do i know they'll take care of him like i would? so im making him come home to me after he drinks so that i know he is okay lol. falalala.

falala. had an okay weekend. i got another eye infection. what the fuck is my body trying to do to me?! anyways it was pretty awful. and they though thety were going to have to freeze my eye and then scrap out the infection or something because it was so bad. :| but luckily it's getting better so i dont think i need to do that. thank god.
yay desperate housewives tonight.
i love being in love. im so happy all the time when i talk to him. and even when i get bitchy he is able to make me happy again in a minute.
watched the cutest show on TLC where they give kids video cameras... it's on mondays at 7. there was a little boy with cp and he was absolutely adorable.
blah blah. had thursday and friday off school because of the snow storm. horray for 4 day weekends. then school monday then tuesday is my day off. but im usually pretty busy tuesdays, it's grocery day and laundry day and cleaning day, and it's amazing how much time it takes.
im so excited to move in with oleg next year. im not looking forward to the summer. i got a job though.. well more like a back up. loblaws said they'd take me back. i just have to call 2 weeks before im home so they can set it up. not the perfect job but whatever. hopefully i'll get another job and not have to go back there. i dropped off my resume a bunch of places so we'll see. anyways DH time!

lalala. had some amazing sex last night. twice. hehe. i love sex. oleg and i had sex everyday over reading week... at least once a day. hehe. his parents were at work all day. so we had his house to ourselves all day every day. it was lots of fun. but my mom found out i;ve had sex. no idea how... i guess she just guessed. anyways apparently i've ruined my wedding day, and i have to marry oleg now. my dad doesn't seem to care at all. my mom does though... well sometimes she jokes about it... but other times she seems mad. whatever i dont care. im having lots of fun having sex with oleg. plus, the first time you have sex is not great, so now it just means i can have great sex on my wedding day instead of painful crappy sex lol.
on a different note: can you ask for a number of the group home for me lauren?
my sister may be coming up for easter... which is kind of good and not good... easter will probably be a pretty crappy time for me this year, considering what happend lat easter... but then again i'd like caleigh to come stay with me, and maybe she will take my mind off of it... i dont know. we'll see.
blah. did the dishes... doing laundry and going grocery shopping soon. chores chores today. going to olegs after though. okay well time to go get the laundry.

I AM NOT A SLUT. i am having sex with my boyfriend who i am in a committed relationship with and who loves me a lot and who i love. that does not make me a bad person. my mom is acting like im disguisting. telling me how bad of a influence i am on caleigh. well caleigh can make her own desicions, it isn't all about what i do. GAHHH. this summer is going to be awful. im already annoyed and i've been home less than 3 days!
my eye is killing me. and it's showing now. my whole eye lid is all bruised and purple now. it's lovely. not to mention the insane redness and swollness of it. it's awful.
i stayed at olegs last night. it was lovely. his mom knocked on the door this morning and i was soo worried she was going to come in.. it's just awkward. she didn't though, she just called oleg out and told him where food was lol.
i guess i am making things worse with my mom. i asked if i could go over to olegs and she said "why can't you guys hang out here?" and i said "because we cant have sex here." hehe funny funny. well i thought it was. and my mom kind of did too. she laughed... kind of in shock though. we did end up having sex. but we already had sex in the morning so i wasn't actually planning on it. i love him soo much. he makes me so incredibly happy. i know we can be together forever.
i've lost a lot of weight and i look much better now. well not a lot... but enough that it's noticeable. im much happier with the way i look now. i want oleg here now to hold me. i have a headache. and my eye hurts... and i just generally have no energy. im going to go read and hope this headache goes away. but i have a feeling it's because of my eye.

lala at olegs and bored because him mom is healing him. she is seriously nuts. im not joking. but for some reason he does eerything she says. like drinking bear fat. :| oh well. and then my mom said im being a bad influence on caleigh, how!? by having a steady boyfriend who is repectable, doing well in university? i dont understand what it is im doing that is a bad influence. she did say oh well. she said'no by getting pregnant at 18!" which im not... and she was just being whiny because im staying at olegs tonight. :P nosy oleg trying to read this. :P had to cover it from him. and then his mom came in lol. she is nice i suppose. whatever. my eye is killing me though. which is pretty horrible. and im cold cold. i wonder what his parents think of me. oh well. im bbbboooorrreeeddd. tomorro my mom and i are going shopping. :) fun fun. my sister wanted to skip the day and come with us but my mom said no. :P i want my oleg to come hug me. i wonder if he asked his parents if i could stay lol. my dad didn't care. my mom seemed to be a little more concerned. but it's not like she doesn't know he stays at my place all the time. oh well. falala. bored like button. i wish i brought my book. olegs room is sooo empty!

bored in criminology class. you'd think it'd be exciting... well not exciting but interesting. not really. bored out of my mind. and my laptop is going to die in a minute. then im going to be really bored and have to actually write and not type. coming home on saturday... i'll be home at night i guess. olegs parents are dirving. which will be weird. gaaahhh. this is awful. i want to be at homeeee. only another hour and a half. pure torture. oh well. oleg has stayed over all week. it;s been good. lots of sex. :) hehe. i swear i haev the highest sex drive ever. i could have sex like 4 times a day i swear. hehehe. im ridiculous.
cal's friends decided they hate her today. so she came home from school crying. so i sent her an email telling her i love her. poor cal she can never find good friends.
im kind of excited to come home. no teri or alex... i think. well no teri. she alreay had her reading week.
blah blah. hurty throat. and i've been taking cold fx. which is insanely expensive!!! these chairs are so uncomfortable. my feet dont reach the ground. it's no fun. my hands are so dry they were bleeding. no joke. and i've been using lotion almost obsessively. more than i've been having sex. hehe im funny.
laptop is dying. buhbye!

falala. oleg is sleeping in my bed and i had no room so i got up. plus it was 9 in the morning anyways. we've had a great weekend. besides the me having a period part and both of us having horrible colds. but still. we made 3 meals yesterday... french toast, salad and salad dressing and this pork thing and mashed potatoes and gravy. it was yummy yummy. oh and i cant forget the chocolate covered strawberries! :) we watched TV and Babel and were just together. it was actually a lot of fun. and i have the funniest story... but it is kind of x-rated. :( but i could not stop laughing at the time. falala. i have a history mdterm tomorrow that i am not at all prepared for. so im going to go study some history while oleg is still asleep and not demanding i do all these things for him. happy happy weekend.

falala. stinky briana needs to shower. which i will in 5 minutes. once im done my bagel. i have a really bad cold. coughing a ton, which is really annoying when im in a lecture, and a runny nose and my throat is killing me!! :(:(:( late period again. stupid body. annoying. oh well. i have crim tonight until 10. ugh. and eng. which is super boring. actually they both are because crim is soooo long!! oh well. tim for a shower. i cant wait until oleg and i have our own place!!!!!!!! and for this weekend! :)

falala. i am so in love with oleg. i am so happy. next weekend we are doing valentines day, we cant do it on actual valetines day because i have a midterm, and we cant do it the next weekend becuae we'll be in a car coming home.. so we settled on next weekend. falala. excited. in a good mood. talked to my mom for the first time in 10 days. i usually talk to her everyday. they had a good vacation i think. anyways im going to go read before bed.